In 2010 I made the decision to challenge myself and try to
start and finish writing a novel. I
primarily did it just to see if I could do it, and the book “Whisper” is the
result of my efforts which I published in January 2011.
Prior to writing a novel I had spent the last seventeen on
the same path, with the same job, with the same company. I have heard about prisoners developing a
fear of being able to exist outside the walls of their prison because they had
gotten so comfortable with what they know.
I have felt pangs of that fear recently as my life has taken what I
would call drastic changes.
On Google Plus, Jillian Michaels, posted a picture that said "Every Accomplishment starts with the Decision to TRY." I saw it tonight as I applied for a possible
new position with a company that will take my life in a completely new
direction. A new path, a new direction,
new challenges, and a chance to grow, stretch myself, and expand my horizons to
new vistas.
I have skills and talents, a plethora of them, that I have
honed over the last 46 years through many challenging things I have tackled in
my life. To make such a change in my
life, to not play it safe, but put myself out there fully into unknown realms
is a little daunting to say the least. I
realized something today while going through this process of meeting with a
company representative, and then formally applying for the position, and that
it is something I want to do! I feel
excited and energized more than I am afraid of the unknown quantities involved
with it.
One of the pins I have on Pinterest under the board entitled
Quotes is the following.
“Decide that you want it more than you are afraid of it.” Bill Cosby.
So now I begin the formal process of trying to get a chance
at this new job, this new challenge, this new direction. Wish me luck!
I am still working with my editor to edit and prepare the
sequels to both my books. As soon as
they become available I will be doing some promotions, and a lot of that
shameless self promotion that us authors have to do from time to time to get
the word out about our new releases. If
we don’t, nobody else will. We have to
get you, our followers to read our books so you can do the real magic which is
telling the rest of the world about this great book you read. So stay tuned.
FYI
– I am almost finished with book five, a start to a new series.